Still haven gotten myself a planner..
sigh...
jus cant find a suitable ones..
in fact i dun even tink there r much choices for me..
not dat im picky lor...
nvm...dun wanna brood on tis becoz there r other things dat make me even more -.-
hai...
jus feel lik asking myself why???
but there r no answers to my qns..
and i doubt i will ever hav ans to those qns...
ytd i kept having this tot when i open my eyes, i will see sth (sth dat i dun wanna see)
mus be coz of them keep mentioning bout ghost ytd...then i was so scared at night...
worse still the problems arise and make me cant get to slp quickly..
sucks..
maybe i nid to run away to some faraway land and seek some counselling before i come back to this EARTH...
this EARTH is FILLED wif lots of love, laughter and joy but at the same time it is filled wif
HATRED AND PROBLEMS...........
someone mention this to me on phone...
WHY WORRY WHEN U KNOW THAT THESE PROBLEMS CANNOT BE SOLVED ANYWAY..
WHY WORRY WHEN U KNOW THAT THESE PROBLEMS CAN BE SOLVED...
ya.....conclusion is why???
i jus cant help it....
when i woke up this morning, my mind was in a daze and for that few secs i was still feeling cheerful for another day to look fwd to...
but aft these few secs of happiness, the problems came floating back to my brain again....
and i heaved wif a sigh..
come on shiya...got to face the fact that it's still there...
"you tink i wan it to be there??"=.=
but there's such things as you nid two hands to clap right???
"right..."
got to teach tuition soon le.. at 10 am..
tis will worsen my mood for sure....
the kid bettter do his homework today (he din do any last wk!)
oh well...
feel lik cancelling the tuition today..
totally got no mood man..
but the angel flew across my mind and said :
"SHIYA! u nid money to buy loads of things...how can u cancel again??!!"
the devil replied:
"she's in bad mood today la....dun feel lik teaching! dun force her can.....money is not everything la...."
the angel argued:
"no....money is not everything but she got to face the fact that she has been spending alot of money....she nids to earn back u see..."
conclusion....
Shiya: " i shall see bout it ltr la!"
sighh....
wad a crappy blog entry....hope no one reads this...zzZ =x *yea right*
Saturday, 2 August 2008
8:12 am
S H I Y A
